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SPRING BREAK 14

Loneliness, Hard Work, and Giving Thanks


I am inundated with thoughts as I sit down to write this blog post. I am unsure how title it correctly; I want to write about my loneliness, finally working hard, and giving thanks for the new and surprising blessings in my life. It is always so easy to focus on the negative going on in our lives. I find myself doing that sometimes and I shouldn't. That is not how I operate. That is not how I live my life.

I am lonely a lot of times now. I would say I have been feeling this way for a little over a month. The "official" definition of 'lonely' is: being sad because one has no friends or company. I feel a bit dramatic calling myself that, but at times, it feels true. I am a natural born extrovert, but I enjoy being alone as well. However, when you live alone, you get a lot of time to be by yourself so I enjoy being around people when I can. It happens everyday at work and then everyday at the gym. A lot of times now, even though I am around a lot of people, I feel really alone. I am happy with my life - I am excited. I work constantly, be it at work or my weight loss journey, I am very productive, but I am lonely. I am not complaining, I am simply stating a fact. 

Here is a downfall about me: I have always worried more about a social life than working hard. When I started high school and all throughout my life since then, my social life has always come before anything. Since I dream so big and so hard, that is probably the worst things I could do. I have huge things I want to do and all of them are really, really hard. I want to become an author - write a memoir as well as fictional series, grow this blog and eventually create and sell fitness products (like a cookbook, fitness clothing, and fitness tools (health journals, exercise guides, etc), and travel doing motivational speeches. That is a lot of hard damn work right there. Obtaining those things is going to require a lot sacrifice, hard work, and long hours. Talk about "blood, sweat, and tears". For about a month now, for the first time in my life, I have really started working hard to accomplish those dreams.

And I realize what a lonely path I have chosen. 

However, I feel it is lonely in a good way though. There have been so many changes in my personal life right now, that I really can't keep up anymore. My father is terminally ill, his wife, my step-mother, just lost her sister, my mother is going through a lot of issues within herself and her life (which really breaks me down), and my grandmother is having such a hard time with my grandfather who recently fell into a glass table and broke his leg, knee, and cut his body really bad.  My immediate family has so much going on right now and so many issues of their own. Then there are friends. I am the type of person who considers friends, family. Growing up, I was always with my friends on holidays. I do not have a big family so I have always been a girl who is surrounded by a ton of friends. I am 24 years old - soon to be 25, and having friends now is not the same as it was a few years ago. Most everyone I know is engaged, getting married, and having children. They have their own lives and families now, and being a friend is not what it used to be. Then there are really close friends who change. There are friends who you love more than anything, you think you know them inside and out, and it turns out you really didn't. It's truly shocking when you love someone so much and one day you realize how little they love you. One of my good blogger friends Nadine said to me the other day "I really found out who my friends were in my 20's". 

With all of that being said, it has been a difficult transition for me over the past month. For the first time in my life, I am truly becoming independent and strong on my own to feet. I have lived alone and been financially independent since I was 20 years old, but I have always been surrounded by a big social circle. Now I am doing more things alone. I am not afraid to do that anymore like I used to be. If I want to do something, I don't depend on anyone, I go do it. I have been disappointed a lot lately. It is hard sometimes, but I know it has made me a stronger person.

Ever since I was a little girl, I knew I wanted to do big things. It's easy to dream and I did plenty of it. That is all I have done my entire life. My dreams were always pushed to the side though because it requires so much hard work. I had the ideas, but I did not want to sacrfice anything to obtain them. I was too caught up in the "now". What was I doing this weekend? What are we doing tonight? Plan this trip, plan that trip. That was all that mattered to me.

Now I want all of that to change.

I am beginning to understand that if I throw myself into my work, make sacrifices now, and at least try for all of these dreams and aspirations I have, in the future, I will be able to do all of the "fun" things I want. I remember when I was 18 years old, I was working at a typical corporate company part-time while I was going to school. I only lasted there 3 months, I hated it. Everyday there, people looked miserable. They complained constantly about their jobs and lives, they gossiped a lot about each other, and lived for Friday. I don't want my life to end up that way. And if I don't, I have to do something about it.

Thankfully, my current job keeps growing. I have been at my company over 6 months now. This job changed my life. The story of how I landed this position is a crazy one... and someone up above was looking out for me when I got it. Obtaining this job launched my weight loss journey and really helped me believe in myself after I had forgotten what that was like. I feel a part of something bigger than myself, I am stimulated, challenged, and motivated. I am given immense freedom and creativity, and I am getting assigned bigger and bigger projects and tasks. I want to keep growing and improving myself there, losing weight, and working on my other plans (such as this blog, of course) at night and on the weekends. For the first time in my life, that is what I have been doing and even though it is really lonely, I feel like if I keep working hard and trying, something big will finally happen.

That leads me to giving thanks, even though my heart is heavy a lot of times. I am thankful to have this change in my personal life because it is very new to me. Sometimes I have wanted to break down, and the tears have flown, but I refuse to let it tear me apart. I am seeing this "loneliness" as a time to better myself and finally try for the life that I feel is meant for me.


Sitene Google Harita Ekleme-Adres Ekleme

Blogger üzerinden ticaret yapıp satış yapan bir çok insan vardır, işyerlerini yada konumlarını uzun uza tarif etmektense google maps yardımıyla konumunuzu yada adresinizi harita üzerinden insanlara direkt olarak tarif edebilir ve gösterebilirsiniz.Yada beraber yazıştığınız bloggerle bir buluşma adresi ayarlayıp bu adresi blogunuzdan tam nokta olarak harita üzerinden davetiye yazınızla birlikte

Düyek nasıl bir usuldür ?

Düyek : Bir Türk musikisi usulüdür . 8 zamanlı ve 5 darblıdır . İlahi formunda en çok rastlanılır . Ayrıca şarkı , tevşîh , kâr , beste , peşrev gibi formlarda da rastlanır . 8/8 ‘ liktir . 8/4 ‘ lüğüne “ ağır düyek “ denilir . Ayrıca şöyle vurulur : düm , tek ( 2 defa ) , tek ; düm ( 2 defa ) , tek ( 2 defa ) .

UZAYDAN CANLI YAYIN İZLE

nasa uzaydan canlı yayın

NASA uzaydan canlı yayın yapmaya başladı, uzay istasyonundaki kameradan gönderilen canlı görüntüleri bizlerle paylaşıyor artık, Nasa nın uzaydan yaptığı bu canlı yayını bizde sizler için aşağıda yayınlıyoruz, unutmayın bu görüntüler şuan uzayda bulunan NASA ya ait olan uzay istasyonunda bulunan kameradan canlı olarak bizlere ulaşmaktadır, eğer görüntü karanlık veya yok ise bu uzay istasyonunun dünyanın karanlıkta kalan kısmından geçtiğinin bir göstergesidir ve bir süre beklerseniz görüntü gelicektir.

Sizlere tavsiyem uzay istasyonunun tam aydınlık bölgeden karanlık bölgeye geçerkenki zamanı yakalayıp izlemenizdeir, manzara gerçektende büyüleyici oluyor. Saatte 27544 km hızla giden bir aracın üzerinden dünyayı canlı izleyeceksiniz, bu demektirki kamera yaklaşık olarak her 90 dakikada bir dünyayı tur atıcaktır. Keyifli izlemeler dilerim.


Anneler Günü Kutlu Olsun...














EN KUTSAL VARLIKLARIMIZ OLAN ANNELERİN  VE YÜREĞİNDE ANNE SICAKLIĞI TAŞIYAN TÜM KADINLARIMIZINVE ŞEHİT ANNELERİNİN ANNELER GÜNÜ KUTLU OLSUN





 

Değerini bilin...

289.. gün...

Tam tamına 289 gün...

289...

Annem gideli tam tamına 289 gün oldu..

26 Temmuzda seni sonsuzluğa uğurladık... Her gün zor, her gün yanarken..

En çok da bugünler yakıyor..

Sözün kısası, sözün özü demek istediğim tek şey vardır bu güne dair..

Öpebileceğiniz, koklayabileceğiniz, gül kokulu bağrına başınızı koyabileceğiniz bir anneniz var ise kıymetini bilin.. Sevin, çok sevin, en kıymetliniz gibi davranın, her gün el üstünde tutamazsınız ama üzmeyin, kırmayın..



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